Day 73.

New Beginnings are ALWAYS Scary, The “What-if’s”..What if this is one big fucking mistake? But, Remember…New beginnings are ALSO Exciting. “”What if this is one of the best fucking things to happen to me?” My advice…To you..Myself: Embrace new beginnings, embrace the changes, take that chance… “Thank You God, for the doors that are constantly…

Day 72.

Rooms filled to capacity The bathroom has a permanent occupied sign hanging on the door The sound of the toilet constantly flushing, door opening and closing, footsteps heard heading back to bed, or w.e claimed space. No corner left empty

“Hey Girl”

No. It’s not okay. I don’t care what excuse you’ve come up with to make yourself feel better. I don’t care if he says he hates her, shes annoying, that they’re basically over, she’s crazy (eye roll). It’s still not okay. Leave taken men alone! Trust me. What is for you is for you. That…

“Hey Girl”

“Next time you’re walking down the side walk. I dare you to look down! I dare you! You know what’s on the floor, dirt. You are not dirt! Look up!”

“Hey Girl”

“You are his girlfriend, not his mother. You are not here to make him feel like a man. Either he is or he isn’t. Make yourself a priority, rather than walking around all moppy doppy cause he’s having a tantrum; and you can’t figure out how to make him stop!” I am so tired of…

Day 64.

Two Kids. First time meeting. One is White. One is Black. It doesn’t even matter. They just want to play. When does it change? When do we start focusing on our differences? Or what makes others different from us? Why do we have to focus on differences? Why can’t we focus on what we have…

Day 62 and Day 63.

You call me up, tell me to get dress, you’re outside waiting…. Pull up to Gate 52, “Where are we going?” “All of the places you’ve dreamt!”

Day 59.

You never know if you’re making the right decision, until you make the decision… You have to just weigh the pros and cons…. Don’t let comfort and fear, keep you stuck.

Day 59.

I hope you get out of bed today. I hope you have enough energy to get into the shower. Let the water get hot..Let the steam take over… Make yourself a Cup of Coffee, or a little Lemon Zinger Tea, to start off your day. Pick out a nice outfit. Make an effort. Try. “You…

Day 58.

Goals for the day: 1. Be nice, even when everything in me wants to be a raging cunt. 2. Ignore Ignore Ignore. 3. Write.

Day 57.

I find it hard to let go of the past, because I am a creature of habit. And I crave comfort. However, I am learning. Does that mean I leave everything in the past?….

Day 54. Day 55. Day 56.

Spent the weekend smoking way more than I should of. Did more planning than executing. Spent more time regretting the past, feeling anxious about the future, and less time being here, now, Present.