Sometimes I can see myself completely removing myself from society.
Not for a very long time.
Just long enough to actually miss it.
Society is draining and I’m just not sure how cut-out I am for it sometimes.
I cringe at the thought of the smallest human interactions.
I would miss my train stop to avoid small talk.
I would walk 15 extra blocks to avoid small talk.
Walk into work an hour earlier just to avoid small talk.
I have removed myself from all forms of social media, and I don’t think I miss it one bit.
I can’t tell you the last time I watched the news.
Some may call this just being ignorant, or some other type of criticism.
I just don’t care for it anymore. Care for the facades.
But, I’ve also realized that maybe the problem isn’t completely with society, or because of society. Maybe I’m the problem. Maybe it’s my perspective on life. I don’t fucking know.
I do know running away isn’t completely realistic….
I enjoy the finer things in life, living off the grid would be fucking suicide after month 2…lies, after week 2.
Ohhh…Truly I love mankind…I just can’t fucking deal with ya’ll sometimes…=).